I AM

I AM:    Human, sadly
I AM:    Tall, happily
I AM:    Quiet, at first
I AM:    Awkward, all the time
I AM:    Passionate, proudly
I AM:    Aggressive, sparingly
I AM:    Spiritual, humbly
I AM:    Goofy, mostly
I AM:    Cuddly, regularily
I AM:    Vegan, boldly
I AM:    Logical, artistically
I AM:    Artistic, logically
I AM:    Vulnerable, protectively
I AM:    Thoughtful, often
I AM:    Loving, no matter what
I AM:    Understanding, honestly
I AM:    Competitive, understandably
I AM:    Constant, always
I AM:    Myself

forever and always I AM
and so it shall be
 

Love

Fearless

fearless was not just for you.

Adieu

everything that could have been

has long been shattered

into a million unmatchable pieces

Adieu

pictures have all turned sour

a sickly, sweet taste

leaving no desirable compliment

Adieu

lorsque la paix revient

la vie continue

Adieu
 

The Falseness of My "Plan"

for so long it was my thought

my decision

how the darkness fooled me

it's weakness, that the light is much brighter 

as it inevitably seeps through

carrying with it honesty and truth

recognizable traits, ones incapable of forgetting

the light awoke me from my daze

ready to sleep no longer

for sleep is a false sense of security.

     

Sylvia's Vegan Kitchen

My friend Sylvia has this wicked youtube channel on vegan cooking and she had me on for an episode. I may be super awkward (i usually work behind the camera) but this was a lot of fun and Sylvia is super knowledgeable and super cute, you guys should check it out!

 Click me to go to Sylvia's YouTube Channel :)

I Listen

To be shy and yet to have so much to give, I quiver through my shaking knees. I will push onwards, past my uncertainty and deliver a world unto myself, one that I may treasure for ages to come. For every time I revisit this plane, it will have been my hands that carved these structures we call life. My entity is bigger than what lies in front of me. My mind, wider than the depths of it's comprehension. To accept that I may not always be able to put words upon the thoughts I possess and to be patient to the understanding that words may not always express it all.

If You Wish

your words hold no truth
when spoken out of pure intent to disarm
your defence only strengthens
my lust to escape

escaping aggressive attainment
blind to it
myself the un-seer
until no legs could escape it
no ears could un-hear it
and no eyes could forget it

backwards eyes, see all the clearer
to what you want, behold
thy dynasty you surrender

the water you tried to keep
a palm, an unsatisfactory vessel
slowly seeping, immeasurable to the eyes
brains cannot confine to pitiful thoughts
absurdity in the pause

your success, your own demise
all you wished to attain
but a sad reflection of truth
a forced dishonesty of will
lifeless and empty, to no advance

your visions, lustful and desirous
led you but astray
forceful nature brought about opposite envisions. 



[To sleep,
to rest,
in thy bed you did create.
night night, young naivety
tomorrow's sorrows will be of variance colours.]

The Star of the Aura

"How easy it is for individuals to accept primitive as well as intellectual ideas that rationalize the thrust of ego upon ego, without ever analyzing the attitude and the aura of the masses, who are saturated with the concept of oneness as the blending of human personalities. The oneness men should seek to understand and manifest is that of the individuality of God reflected in man."

Kuthumi

-The Human Aura-

The Reading of the Aura

"The trials of life that comes to man are in reality his teachers, that is to say, they substitute for his teachers because he will not hear them; yet it has been clearly recorded in the Scriptures and ancient writings that the time would come when man should not be far removed from him."

Kuthumi

-The Human Aura-