Failed

I just want to fail,

So I don't have to worry about failing anymore

 

Nothing For Everything

I was once something

But that something no longer exists

I am now nothing

For nothing is everything

And all I want is to be everything

Here

This is where I am

 

What You Saw I See

It's all in the eyes of your own perception
To view time as your friend or foe
To view time as possible or impossible
To view time as a matter of I'll make it

With your youthful eyes you view me as extra
As incalculable
And as less important

Yet when the rest gets too much
Or time feels too lonely
My space would have been well rewarded

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I give my peace
For it is not my place to say
What your youthful mind
Will realize one day

That perhaps my release
Was unintentionally for my benefit
And when that lonely day arises
My presence shall be coupled by my equal
And in your youthful ignorance
You in fact gave me the gift
Of being where I shall be in the future
And not where I wanted to be in the past

So, in the eyes of my perception
I look upon you with gratitude
For your closed door with sad eyes
Let me be free to open my new door with greater hope

Two One

From beneath the fingers of that clasped hand
Rests the smile of a thousand smiles
Upon the beauty of a sacred connection

Time gets older
Past the debris of what was once
Hoped to be the beginnings of something magical

Eyes learn knowledge
That the heart once pretended it could fool
Silly, yet wise
That it wished you didn't have to know

For your helpless tears
Flow to an uncontrollable understanding
That two can sometimes
Only make one

And that other times
Two can only be
Separate ones

Ones travelling far and wide
To find a one
To make two
And to mold those two
To make one

I'll be your one
If you'll be my two

I'd Run Back With You

If time could run backwards
I'd be running back to you
To play it forward
Only to run backwards once more
To live in that place where we were both happy
To live in that place where time existed on our side

 

I Said Never

If I was really being aggressive

I would have never let you let me go

It saddens me to see such a beautiful opportunity fall away

 

Insignificant

It's just too easy to feel insignificant

 

 

Differences

I am un-blendable

But I am not unique

Prayers

I pray and send light to all those who cross over

I send love and strong health to all those entering

I send grace and understanding to all those stuck in the inbetween

 

Hand

Holding onto moments

Moments suspended in time

Hidden between the seconds

- pockets of unspoken realities

 

Wordless and Shy

My human impatience

A different reflection

To that of my energetic truth

 

Switch on a Switch

Who knows where that thought originated

From and is it ours, if it's true

Or if it was all a switch on a switch

To make us believe we know best

 

Worse

Sometimes things just need to stay worse

 

Little Liar

May have once worn the mask of friend

Shall never change the fact that beneath it lies

The face of dishonesty

Always the pretty little liar

 

 

I'll See You On The Other Side

I never thought I could write properly about happy
Joy being a hard thing to dissect
I so easily passed it along to sadness or guilt
Pain fed my ego, so I believed it to be where I belonged

You have to try hard at happy
You have to fight off those misdirected unworthy feelings
For they're seeped in never ending pools of selfish untruths

This deeply sullied language of darkness and misdirection
Rings true to the false tellers of the underbelly of fear

Lucky to feel pain, jealousy and lust
For they only make Love, Honesty and Compassion
Stand out that much stronger
To know the duality
And to choose the good

We try and we try
Don't worry; We succeed

 

Smiling

This uneasy feeling I get when I fall for you. These butterflies that don't seem to rest. You manage to take my breath away, to distract me, to make me smile when no one's said anything at all.

And yet I can find no words to tell you. To let you know that my heart is sitting at the bottom of my stomach and that the thought of your touch gives me the goosebumps.

So, we sit here silently, afraid to let the other know how much they excite us.

So, we sit here silently and smile sweet smiles at each other.

So, we sit here silently in our politeness.