I believe I am a stronger person due to my beliefs. I believe there is more to life than this one adventure and I believe I chose to be here and as who I am. I have a lot of work to do on allowance of my own beliefs. I am in the process of unlocking and I intend to do great things with my gifts. Perhaps the desire of understanding the bigger picture is too big of a step for me at this moment and mostly a distracting one from the smaller steps I must take to get there. It is good knowing which direction I am going in, but I don't need to be so intently focused all of the time. I feel re-invigorated in my work - Focused solely on myself and I shall see the reflection of that work in the others whom surround me.