The Universal Law

"As above, so below."

Disbelief

I have experienced truth
yet I allow diversions to blind me

I have experienced faith
yet I allow skepticism to distract me

I have experienced loyalty
yet I allow neediness to seduce me

As such, I expand further my search of self

Where Have I Gone?

I keep falling into these black holes;
Sometimes, most times, they're thoughts that lead me down the rabbit hole.
Eventually I come back and realize I've been missing.
 
 

Who?

Am I the person I have been anticipating?

Holding Two Hands In One.

The anxiety.

So fearful of being vulnerable.

Traveling to uncharted territories,

 realistically it is not so.

Very quickly, we'd realize we recognize it all.

Perhaps the fear comes from trying to hold onto both as truths?

For they are vastly different

&

one cannot make sense when we use the other as comparison.

 

To Toast A Moon

To a setting moon
we bid adieu to then
and say hello to now

This chance is one to start anew
to allow the release of all things past;
no one can hold us where we do not wish to be.
We invite them out of narcissistic unworthiness.

They play the role we invite them to play
then turn around and blame them for their mistakes.
Too much pain to view our own
for projection is far easier than reflection.

The instant you decide otherwise
you allow your whole world to change.
you see the beauty for all it truly is;
you hear the sweetness of the earths sigh,
you feel the warmth of the suns kiss,
and you taste the wonder of this world we created.

To know that this doesn't feel so right
yet to understand your choice.
To accept this journey for all that you planned it to be,
and to enjoy the fruits of your hardest labor.
  

Less Than A Hundred

Stepped aside
a new face to present to the world,
a new name that cannot mask the old,
for the energy is the same

Deliberate refusal to participate,
escaping all that resembles a copy.
To prove to them that you are one,
to not realize that we are all one,
one of one that makes the source.

The very idea that we are alone,
that we are separate,
and that we are unable to be loved

Laugh, you must laugh at the concept.
A concept concocted from darkness
built up by fear
and tested by the ego.

For my eye is the same eye that you use
to read this very note

We are confused because
we are greater than these bodies we lie in
and we are greater than this plane we have settled on
and we are more than just a life lived less than a hundred.

If we gain any disease during this life,
it is solely the disease of believing in this lie.