The complexity of my soul continues to baffle me.
Will i ever, in this capacity, be able to truly understand all that I know?
Does it matter?
Keeping what's most important to me close,
I release all the rest
in hopes that it will do someone else more justice,
for they only hold dust in my corner.
[this universal love,
I greedily grab at it's hem,
wanting a taste
needing more.
being left unsatisfied]
Greed serves no purpose but self distruction
those desires are but a mirage
don't be fooled by their colorful appearance,
they contain but blankness on the inside.
Their fruit has all gone sour,
they don't care about you.
Focus on thy own self journey
thy own inner peace.
For no lips can hide a smiling Buddha,
there is just no need.
This desirous search for authentication
is one of necessity,
for no other truth exists.
Be wary of all,
always ask questions,
and never settle for being told how you should be.
The only one who knows you is you.
There's no need to try and prove it to others
we are all in the same boat
trying our hardest to make sense of this all.
Don't we all feel a little lost?
3.22.2013
3.13.2013
Choose to Live, Please
Fear of the pen is simply a matter of working through thoughts and perceptions. Sometimes I avoid writing things down, for fear that unfinished or not thoroughly dissected thoughts receive judgments unworthy of their finality.
The process of my mind, takes me along winding paths and up above cloud filled skies. With it's constant change, I do not want to have even a tinge of possibility that those pre-thoughts may be glued to my forehead. Until I have resolved the thought, am I prepared to share it with the world.
From past missteps, I have discovered that some anonymity is good. That quietness is just as fulfilling as laughter and that what we keep, is kept for reasons beyond logic. Instinct is truer than truth and often more confusing.
This whole process is just that. The more garbage I slough away, the clearer the messages are delivered. Messages sent from connected hearts, beating as one, the language of the universe. It's not stupid to be open minded, nor ungrounded to believe in higher things than facts. To become healthier, more concepts are shared and open to be received. It's understandable that once a knower, you wish to keep quiet. For you realize the lucidity that others might poke at, hoping to plague you with holes and gaps to fill in with their negative disbelief and misguided fear. To see above the process of relating the information, one that subsequently the nonbeliever actually does possess somewhere on their person and just has yet to come across or might never get that far this time around, so you see it clearly. It is a waste of breath trying to convince someone of something that they already know but choose to ignore.
The difficulty of all of this is you care. You care so much about yourself and about others, about our world, which is being taken from us bit by bit because we lie down and allow the darkness to creep their way towards total dominance. It is not entirely your fault, they sure are clever, it's in our food, our air, our heads, our environment, our leaders, our caregivers. Everything is set up to keep us at bay. Not everyone is fooled and surely they are doing their best, but what it comes down to is each individual has to make that choice for themselves, then once they have, there is so much out there to assist you on your way. They have to choose to take that initial step for themselves, that's all we ask. Basically I am asking you to choose to live, choose to be happy, choose to enjoy life.
To even write all this, I myself, am still in my own progression and have a far ways to go. But if you all just knew that there is support out there and there is faith in you and us as a society, and that there's hope to turn this all around. I realize there is a lot of compiled, discouraging and purposely placed misinformation all around us, that is why it is so important to clean your body so you can start to hear it properly. Because the only one you can truly trust is yourself. You will give yourself all the answers you need and all the proper direction. We are just so overwhelmed, muted and suppressed, lacking the full enjoyment of our lives, that it's easy to focus on other things instead. Ignoring issues doesn't make them go away, you will just repeat them over and over, lifetime and lifetime, until you are ready to look and see. Why waste more time and allow the darkness more power over us? Why not fight for your soul?
Because deep down, underneath all of this, you see your own light.
and that is not something they can take away.
The process of my mind, takes me along winding paths and up above cloud filled skies. With it's constant change, I do not want to have even a tinge of possibility that those pre-thoughts may be glued to my forehead. Until I have resolved the thought, am I prepared to share it with the world.
From past missteps, I have discovered that some anonymity is good. That quietness is just as fulfilling as laughter and that what we keep, is kept for reasons beyond logic. Instinct is truer than truth and often more confusing.
This whole process is just that. The more garbage I slough away, the clearer the messages are delivered. Messages sent from connected hearts, beating as one, the language of the universe. It's not stupid to be open minded, nor ungrounded to believe in higher things than facts. To become healthier, more concepts are shared and open to be received. It's understandable that once a knower, you wish to keep quiet. For you realize the lucidity that others might poke at, hoping to plague you with holes and gaps to fill in with their negative disbelief and misguided fear. To see above the process of relating the information, one that subsequently the nonbeliever actually does possess somewhere on their person and just has yet to come across or might never get that far this time around, so you see it clearly. It is a waste of breath trying to convince someone of something that they already know but choose to ignore.
The difficulty of all of this is you care. You care so much about yourself and about others, about our world, which is being taken from us bit by bit because we lie down and allow the darkness to creep their way towards total dominance. It is not entirely your fault, they sure are clever, it's in our food, our air, our heads, our environment, our leaders, our caregivers. Everything is set up to keep us at bay. Not everyone is fooled and surely they are doing their best, but what it comes down to is each individual has to make that choice for themselves, then once they have, there is so much out there to assist you on your way. They have to choose to take that initial step for themselves, that's all we ask. Basically I am asking you to choose to live, choose to be happy, choose to enjoy life.
To even write all this, I myself, am still in my own progression and have a far ways to go. But if you all just knew that there is support out there and there is faith in you and us as a society, and that there's hope to turn this all around. I realize there is a lot of compiled, discouraging and purposely placed misinformation all around us, that is why it is so important to clean your body so you can start to hear it properly. Because the only one you can truly trust is yourself. You will give yourself all the answers you need and all the proper direction. We are just so overwhelmed, muted and suppressed, lacking the full enjoyment of our lives, that it's easy to focus on other things instead. Ignoring issues doesn't make them go away, you will just repeat them over and over, lifetime and lifetime, until you are ready to look and see. Why waste more time and allow the darkness more power over us? Why not fight for your soul?
Because deep down, underneath all of this, you see your own light.
and that is not something they can take away.
3.10.2013
Just You And I
hush my sweet little baby,
life is not so hard
don't cry my sweet sweet cherub,
the morning shall arise once more
bringing forth the sunlight of a brand new day
Mounds of happiness just so the two of us can play.
To Be A Friend
I am fortunate for my thoughts and the beautiful souls in which I attracted who deliver unto me guidance, love and support. Without their constant reminder of what's more, of what's accessible and of what's important, I fear the shaking of my stability on this earth. To remember these thoughts, for in times of weakness and doubt, they may be harder to recollect. To not push them away for the results of their lessons, but to encourage them as much as they encourage you along your own journey. Everyone stumbles, everyone misjudges, everyone struggles. Your job as their friend is to let it pass without judgement. To allow them the space to misstep without loss. To be there for them, because they may be too quiet to ask.
Our love is Universal
Ever-Accessible
Ever-Revolving
Ever-Ever.
What Is Meant For Me
I receive what I need and all other is not meant for my hands.
Trust, to be left in the dark - when the light does not concern me.
Appreciate the light - when the darkness tries to conform me.
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